Ideas and I Don'ts

I'm working on a new story, again in the fetish fairy tale genre. Ultimately, I will collect these tales and self-publish them, an endeavor I'm excited and frustrated about, as I have had no time to write much of anything, let alone a full book of naughty folktales. Working on this newest tale is one of the reasons I have not posted in a week, despite having posts I wish to write.

I've been overcome with ideas lately, the most amusing of which came upon me yesterday, as I rose sleepily from a late afternoon nap. I was just about to get dressed and run to the grocery store for a few staples when I realized I was going to have to throw even the few meager items I wished to buy on a credit card, as I am broke until payday. I thought to myself, "If ever we really are strapped for cash, I'm going to have to ask Mr. W to teach me how to top."

Umm, what? Why would I have thought such a thing? I'm 100% bottom. I admire and respect tops and switches of both genders, but as far as I know, I am not one myself. Yet somehow my subconscious decided, "Yes, that is the thing to do, should I not be able to pay the electric bill."

I find myself wondering how this plan would be put into action. Dominatrix Abby, advertised in local fetish venues? Was I going to recruit area female Fetlifers and film this new turn of events? Back when we were still filming, the Naughty Abby venture may not have been entirely lucrative after a mere three months, but it was growing, and honestly, I think it would have continued to pick up steam had we continued. I would still like to go back to it, possibly some month soon, but I would go back to it as the spankee with the round and soundly punished bottom, as I have always been. The only way to work the top idea into it would be to do something like Naughty Mistress Abby, who goofs up in a scene and has to be punished herself. This sounds way too complicated for what Mr. W and I did most successfully, which was to forego the plot entirely and just go at it with all the tools in the toybox.

So the plan: write books, make spanking good spanking movies, and move this blog (ideally more frequently updated) onto my own domain so I no longer have to deal with that pesky content warning. Not in the plan? Randomly switching fetishes and being someone I'm not. I hope this post has convinced my subconscious of that. The only person I'm going to top is me. (My only domme scene, in self-topping fashion, was, at least, committed to film. Always the comedienne....)